time heals. hoping that i'll be okay from this trauma. aku cuma takut takde siapa. takut tak kahwin. takut forever alone until end.

sometimes, okay sebenarnya aku nk menafikan yg aku tak letak harapan. in fact, yes aku letak harapan. babe, dh sampai masanya bg aku utk fikir something serious. not to say serious kahwin, at least to build that friendship. im just to scared that i will end up lonely.